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The Space Between: Love, Marriage, and the Quiet Revolution of Self
I never thought I’d respond to someone else’s story and find myself bleeding onto the page in the process—but here I am. Your words, your...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 154 min read


Better to Drown in Depth, Than Die in the Shallows: My late-age Autism/ADHD Diagnosis and How it Changed My Relationship with Myself
I’ve always felt things "too deeply". Cared too much. Loved too hard. Not in the soft, romantic way people glamorize it, either. I mean...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 155 min read
You're Not Confused - You're Just Disrespectful
And I don’t repeat myself. Let’s get one thing straight from the start: I’m not mean. I’m not stuck up. I’m not “too good.” I’m just done...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 154 min read
Flat Tires and Frazzled Transitions: Navigating Autism, ADHD, Trauma & Task Shifts
I’m learning how to restructure my life to support my brain — not fight it. My Autism craves structure. My ADHD thrives in change. And...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 154 min read
The Duality of Spirituality and Being Human
Faith Isn’t Meant to Be Convenient. Read that again. There’s a funny thing about belief — It’s always easiest when things go our way....
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 135 min read
The One That Didn't Stay - And How He Helped Me
I’m going to share something raw. And I know that sounds almost ridiculous coming from me—someone who’s told you about trauma, abuse,...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 137 min read


Raw and Real: Where the Silence Ends (Week 1 Reflection)
Raw & Real: Week 1 Reflection I never thought I’d share my story this loudly — but here I am. It’s not pretty. It’s not tidy. It’s raw,...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 113 min read


Raw & Real: Week One - The Things I Shouldn't Have Had To Survive
Raw & Real: Week 1 of the 10-Week Series “I’m healing with fire. And they don’t get to hide behind my silence anymore.” ⚠️ Content...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 94 min read


The Silent Battle: Trauma and Mental Health Struggles in Men
I’m pissed . Plain and simple. Pissed at how men’s trauma and mental health struggles are still not taken seriously enough. I’ve...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 83 min read


Raw & Real: A 10-Week Series on Trauma, Survival & the Shit No One Says Out Loud
I’m not here to tell you how to heal. I’m here to tell the truth. There’s a version of healing that people love to hear. It’s tidy. It’s...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 83 min read
This Is My Story (And I Don’t Owe It To You—But I’m Telling It Anyway)
I grew up knowing silence could be safer than speaking. As a kid, I’d sit in my room with the door closed, not because I was moody or...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 83 min read


How I’m Still Learning to Love After Being Broken
There are moments when I catch myself wondering—how did I become this person? How, after carrying the weight of so much pain, do I still...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 83 min read


I Hate Anxiety—More Than the Trauma That Caused It
I hate anxiety. More than the trauma that gave it to me—and that’s saying a lot . I’m 32 years old, and I’ve been to Hell and back more...
gremlinqueen2025
Jul 73 min read
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